Whats Inside My Mind

These several days lately, I keep some words on my mind, there is so many things ruin and keep playing on inside. I think I need to eject it, im gonna write down here.

If I say, "no thanks", it means I really don't want to . If I say "no thanks" for the second time, it means "you're annoying" . 

This one dedicated for someone annoying out there that always disturbing me, hello boy, go get a life, I dont like you ( doesnt mean I hate you).

I don't like being awaken on the midnite and feel so alone, quite scary for me.

Almost everyday I wakes up on the midnite, I hate the way it feels, all i hear is only clock ticking.

I often pretending that everything is going alright than I have to have a crush with someone then I have to explain many things blablabla

I know that there's something not good in my thought, but when people asked me why, I said Im fine, I dont like explain many things like blablabla, and after all people just hear me, not listen to me.

"All the other kids with pumped up kicks you'd better run,better run outrun my gun"

This one from Foster The People, I dont know why, it playing on my mindtracklist.

I'm insecure. Morning, please come faster.

Another awaken in the midnite :(

 Mr. Vampire is out off duty tonight. Have a goodsleep !

Well, you know what I mean.

Skip quiz for tomorrow please please :'|

Im just too tired of college stuffs, quiz especially, imeet them almost everyday. Arh

No wave. Flat.

Hey Mr. Vampire, it's 6 months already. Im getting bored, communication between us are getting sooo bored.

That's All, good night Bug . Love love.

Regards.


Nunna.